oh grandfather winter
how you penetetrate my sphincter
worse than grits and liver
oh how you make me quiver
tell me how is it mister
that your longer than the nile river
anoying like a evasive sliver
oh dear god you make me shiver
bland like a tv dinner
painful as a blister
constitute me a sinner
fuck i hate you winter
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
chai tea, mandarin oranges and pumkin pie. Wednesday, November 5, 2008 at 6:26pm
Well then, it appears I have been wrong all this time, or rather mislead perhaps, being untrue to my original face. I have undergone a journey which has led me through many crossroads, I am now confronted once again at another crossroad, one path challenges my current belief systems, it appears harrowing, and with many obstacles but promising. The other path looks familiar and safe, something I have been through before. Do I want to take the chance and risk failure to experience something new, or do I want to play it safe?
I have lived my whole life in an atomistic, empirical kind of society of reductionism. All of the institutions including my family seemed primed for this kind of worldview of the observable world that can be mapped, categorized ect. Inherently within this “right hand” path lets say, the importance of consciousness and self awareness is nearly non existent. I lived my entire life mostly in pursuit of materialistic satisfaction, constantly seeking stimulation of my five senses, because as far as society was concerned that was all there is. Equipped with an upbringing of Catholicism i was especially fucked over as a child, combining the indoctrination of religious bigotry with this consumer kind of lifestyle made me feel extra guilty. I learned how to be greedy, selfish, dishonest, manipulative, deeply guilty and inadequate as a spiritual human being. I was a confused train wreck. Fortunately I reached a peak in this hellish state of consciousness and finally started to weave myself free by asking questions. If there is one thing I can thank my father for is for helping me understand that authority should be questioned regardless of anything. Its ironic how I learned this to because when told not to do something I would naturally ask in my head, but why? Many times an inadequate answer was given making me sceptical. So now I am starting to ask questions of the establishment, why were things the way they were? This sparked my rebellious spirit and my existential thought process, and the more I thought about it the more I confused I became; I was challenging all of the entrenched values and belief systems that have been entrenched in my young fragile mind. I spiralled out into schizophrenic stage of separation, I was two selves. My old self trying to claw on to the old and the new self trying to pry itself free, this transitional period was extremely rough. It was mainly selfish and hedonistic. I became a genius at escapism, a mastermind of self delusion. What I thought was love was just a well disguised form of narcissism. This chewed me bare until the point I could not feel anything and the only way I was able to feel alive was through pain. I felt so deeply empty my existence in this world was that of an empty can of sardines. I wallowed around this all time low for several loathing alienating months, instead of truly healing I masked the suffering with a wall that I built for myself, encased in a impenetrable shell that I could retreat into whenever I felt threatened or challenged. Stubbornly persistent and hard headed I continued. Somewhere along the lines of this time of self pity, I made the crucial realization that I was the bringer of my own pain, I allowed myself to suffer severely because I chose it. At first this didn’t make sense because I was so used to blaming the extrinsic forces as the root of my failures, always blaming the other. The thought that my self, my ego was the cause of my suffering was ludicrous, after all I loved my ego, I loved the persona I created myself with the helpful tools of society. Acceptance was far more important that non conformity, what my peers thought of me was too important and because of this it I compromised my integrity and widened the gap between the self and the true self. its funny because when I look back it really showed, just from the type of clothes I wore and people I chose to be around. And it is also ironic that you thought that those times were going to last forever, and you were going to be this person forever and not change. When I look back now I see a frightened and confused little boy and it scares me to think that most of those kids never really leave that level of consciousness, they cling to it and it ends up destroying them. Unfortunate as it sounds, many of the friends I had in school are still the same, no progress. I have to acknowledge though under certain circumstances the opportunity to further your consciousness is just not readily available, we can’t all be revolutionary thinkers. Let me just say thank you maryjane for opening my eyes to how much of a shitty human I was.
The roots of my spiritual reform were laid at my conception. Because I was brought up in such a comfortable environment where everything was provided which included wants, I expected things without having to work for them. Essentially I was spoiled to the max. I started looking deeper, everything material was satisfied and once again I felt empty and without meaning. Hedonism was not the answer, I needed more exponentially to fill in that gap, and my desire just deepened as did my suffering constantly trying to find my next fix. So in that sense because of my cushioned upbringing, I found dissatisfaction in that comfort as backwards as that sounds, like Siddhartha before me. Being the black sheep of the family, the weird one, my parents tried frantically to understand me, to the point where it was just easier to say that I had ADD and should be medicated. Now when I look back I feel cheated, and that my development had been arrested, the amphetamines that they were giving me sure helped me focus but the side effects were unparallel and consequential. BUT. Once again this played a crucial role in my rebellion because once I was old enough to realize that all that was being done was contributing to my dehumanization, I got angry and I demanded answers. So then the seeds of my revolt were in place and I proceeded to rebel and do things my own way regardless if wasn’t the best way I was defiant against my parents or any other authorative figure for that matter. The more I was repressed, the more I regressed to my rebellious state. Though a seemingly turbulent and unnecessarily violent way to change, it was the only way I think my true self could have survived, and it is proving to be working thus far in protecting my true nature from external pressures. I am just so glad that I went through that turbulent stage early rather than later, if I didn’t do what my intuition told me I could still be in the same dormant conscious state of self pity, low self esteem, materialistic narrow mindedness. I can also say that my progression was not forced which is why I am not where I don’t want to be, I am exactly where I want to be and though it seems uncertain at times I generally know where I am going to be.
With all of this being said, I cannot claim to be some sort of spiritually enlightened Buddha, because I fully understand that I am far from it. My spirit manifests daily through the choices I make, sometimes they are disassociated and then dissolve and sometimes they transcend and include. i am still in this angry, confused state that I believe is necessary and crucial to ones growth. Anger is a very constructive emotion if expressed rightfully and with non violence something very beautiful can arise from it. I can sense though that I am nearing the end of this angry stage of defiance and am now learning the fundamental importance of sacrifice and acceptance of the things that I cannot change. But it is my responsibility to help people realize their true self, the all encompassing nothingness, the divinity within us all. This can only be done through love. I have diverted my focus from changing political systems, ideologies, systems to trying to change the individual who make up these systems. You really have to start at the root level so naturally it can bloom into something beautiful rather than applying cosmetics to hide the ugliness that we have been doing since the dawn of man. My philosophy is human potentiality, furthering our potential one person at a time. I have not yet realized my full potential because I have constructed all of these limitations so my philosophy is subject to change, but i feel as if I am headed in the right direction regardless if the whole world is shitting the bed. Because really it does not matter what is happening “out there”. How do you expect to change anyone if you can’t even change yourself?
Now I have come to my initial point here, I have reached a crossroad in where I see the opportunity to change the way I think. Should I take it? I think it’s necessary and here is a parable to why I think it is necessary. Gutama Buddha, Confucius and Chuang tzu are sitting at a restaurant discussing existential matters, when the waiter comes up with three drinks called labelled “life” Buddha automatically says no because he understands that life equals suffering, Confucius on the other hand takes a more logical, sceptical approach to the drink and says well I cannot judge if I haven’t tried, so I will take a sip. He takes a sip and then says “your right, life is suffering”. Chuang tzu on the other hand takes all three drinks and downs them all, he proceeds to sing and dance, laugh and cry. Buddha and Confucius are in awe in shock. You have to take risks or else you will not have ever really lived. Buddhism disregards the body as illusory, but I believe that it is fundamental as a part of the whole spiritual experience. Integrally accept everything for its divine nature. Confucius the logical behaviourist takes a small sample and quickly disregards anything else; he is satisfied in his claim. That is what religion and science has wrong, they both cling to one side disregarding the possibility of the other, it is dual and therefore fragmented. But if you are like chuang tzu and you embrace everything life has to offer then you will experience. This whole time I was obsessed of the idea of the middle way of no extremes, I thought I could escape suffering derived from desire by attaining perfect equilibrium, I now realize that this middle way is in its own is an extreme. If you notice the lever of a clock sways back and forth, if it stops at the middle, it stops working. Constantly sway back and forth between opposing forces and you will always experience a moment of clarity and peace as it passes briefly through the center. I haven’t fully yet finished my endeavours of the “left hand path” religious experimentation so in that sense my view is still fractured and dual. But I am gearing myself towards a new integral approach that can integrate both the extrinsic and intrinsic, the extroverted and the introverted, the external and the interior, the “I” and the “IT” objectivity and subjectivity, science and spirituality, rational and irrational, logical and creative, man and woman. I am anticipating the moments the pendulum of life hits the middle but also excited to see how far it can take me with careful moderation.
I have lived my whole life in an atomistic, empirical kind of society of reductionism. All of the institutions including my family seemed primed for this kind of worldview of the observable world that can be mapped, categorized ect. Inherently within this “right hand” path lets say, the importance of consciousness and self awareness is nearly non existent. I lived my entire life mostly in pursuit of materialistic satisfaction, constantly seeking stimulation of my five senses, because as far as society was concerned that was all there is. Equipped with an upbringing of Catholicism i was especially fucked over as a child, combining the indoctrination of religious bigotry with this consumer kind of lifestyle made me feel extra guilty. I learned how to be greedy, selfish, dishonest, manipulative, deeply guilty and inadequate as a spiritual human being. I was a confused train wreck. Fortunately I reached a peak in this hellish state of consciousness and finally started to weave myself free by asking questions. If there is one thing I can thank my father for is for helping me understand that authority should be questioned regardless of anything. Its ironic how I learned this to because when told not to do something I would naturally ask in my head, but why? Many times an inadequate answer was given making me sceptical. So now I am starting to ask questions of the establishment, why were things the way they were? This sparked my rebellious spirit and my existential thought process, and the more I thought about it the more I confused I became; I was challenging all of the entrenched values and belief systems that have been entrenched in my young fragile mind. I spiralled out into schizophrenic stage of separation, I was two selves. My old self trying to claw on to the old and the new self trying to pry itself free, this transitional period was extremely rough. It was mainly selfish and hedonistic. I became a genius at escapism, a mastermind of self delusion. What I thought was love was just a well disguised form of narcissism. This chewed me bare until the point I could not feel anything and the only way I was able to feel alive was through pain. I felt so deeply empty my existence in this world was that of an empty can of sardines. I wallowed around this all time low for several loathing alienating months, instead of truly healing I masked the suffering with a wall that I built for myself, encased in a impenetrable shell that I could retreat into whenever I felt threatened or challenged. Stubbornly persistent and hard headed I continued. Somewhere along the lines of this time of self pity, I made the crucial realization that I was the bringer of my own pain, I allowed myself to suffer severely because I chose it. At first this didn’t make sense because I was so used to blaming the extrinsic forces as the root of my failures, always blaming the other. The thought that my self, my ego was the cause of my suffering was ludicrous, after all I loved my ego, I loved the persona I created myself with the helpful tools of society. Acceptance was far more important that non conformity, what my peers thought of me was too important and because of this it I compromised my integrity and widened the gap between the self and the true self. its funny because when I look back it really showed, just from the type of clothes I wore and people I chose to be around. And it is also ironic that you thought that those times were going to last forever, and you were going to be this person forever and not change. When I look back now I see a frightened and confused little boy and it scares me to think that most of those kids never really leave that level of consciousness, they cling to it and it ends up destroying them. Unfortunate as it sounds, many of the friends I had in school are still the same, no progress. I have to acknowledge though under certain circumstances the opportunity to further your consciousness is just not readily available, we can’t all be revolutionary thinkers. Let me just say thank you maryjane for opening my eyes to how much of a shitty human I was.
The roots of my spiritual reform were laid at my conception. Because I was brought up in such a comfortable environment where everything was provided which included wants, I expected things without having to work for them. Essentially I was spoiled to the max. I started looking deeper, everything material was satisfied and once again I felt empty and without meaning. Hedonism was not the answer, I needed more exponentially to fill in that gap, and my desire just deepened as did my suffering constantly trying to find my next fix. So in that sense because of my cushioned upbringing, I found dissatisfaction in that comfort as backwards as that sounds, like Siddhartha before me. Being the black sheep of the family, the weird one, my parents tried frantically to understand me, to the point where it was just easier to say that I had ADD and should be medicated. Now when I look back I feel cheated, and that my development had been arrested, the amphetamines that they were giving me sure helped me focus but the side effects were unparallel and consequential. BUT. Once again this played a crucial role in my rebellion because once I was old enough to realize that all that was being done was contributing to my dehumanization, I got angry and I demanded answers. So then the seeds of my revolt were in place and I proceeded to rebel and do things my own way regardless if wasn’t the best way I was defiant against my parents or any other authorative figure for that matter. The more I was repressed, the more I regressed to my rebellious state. Though a seemingly turbulent and unnecessarily violent way to change, it was the only way I think my true self could have survived, and it is proving to be working thus far in protecting my true nature from external pressures. I am just so glad that I went through that turbulent stage early rather than later, if I didn’t do what my intuition told me I could still be in the same dormant conscious state of self pity, low self esteem, materialistic narrow mindedness. I can also say that my progression was not forced which is why I am not where I don’t want to be, I am exactly where I want to be and though it seems uncertain at times I generally know where I am going to be.
With all of this being said, I cannot claim to be some sort of spiritually enlightened Buddha, because I fully understand that I am far from it. My spirit manifests daily through the choices I make, sometimes they are disassociated and then dissolve and sometimes they transcend and include. i am still in this angry, confused state that I believe is necessary and crucial to ones growth. Anger is a very constructive emotion if expressed rightfully and with non violence something very beautiful can arise from it. I can sense though that I am nearing the end of this angry stage of defiance and am now learning the fundamental importance of sacrifice and acceptance of the things that I cannot change. But it is my responsibility to help people realize their true self, the all encompassing nothingness, the divinity within us all. This can only be done through love. I have diverted my focus from changing political systems, ideologies, systems to trying to change the individual who make up these systems. You really have to start at the root level so naturally it can bloom into something beautiful rather than applying cosmetics to hide the ugliness that we have been doing since the dawn of man. My philosophy is human potentiality, furthering our potential one person at a time. I have not yet realized my full potential because I have constructed all of these limitations so my philosophy is subject to change, but i feel as if I am headed in the right direction regardless if the whole world is shitting the bed. Because really it does not matter what is happening “out there”. How do you expect to change anyone if you can’t even change yourself?
Now I have come to my initial point here, I have reached a crossroad in where I see the opportunity to change the way I think. Should I take it? I think it’s necessary and here is a parable to why I think it is necessary. Gutama Buddha, Confucius and Chuang tzu are sitting at a restaurant discussing existential matters, when the waiter comes up with three drinks called labelled “life” Buddha automatically says no because he understands that life equals suffering, Confucius on the other hand takes a more logical, sceptical approach to the drink and says well I cannot judge if I haven’t tried, so I will take a sip. He takes a sip and then says “your right, life is suffering”. Chuang tzu on the other hand takes all three drinks and downs them all, he proceeds to sing and dance, laugh and cry. Buddha and Confucius are in awe in shock. You have to take risks or else you will not have ever really lived. Buddhism disregards the body as illusory, but I believe that it is fundamental as a part of the whole spiritual experience. Integrally accept everything for its divine nature. Confucius the logical behaviourist takes a small sample and quickly disregards anything else; he is satisfied in his claim. That is what religion and science has wrong, they both cling to one side disregarding the possibility of the other, it is dual and therefore fragmented. But if you are like chuang tzu and you embrace everything life has to offer then you will experience. This whole time I was obsessed of the idea of the middle way of no extremes, I thought I could escape suffering derived from desire by attaining perfect equilibrium, I now realize that this middle way is in its own is an extreme. If you notice the lever of a clock sways back and forth, if it stops at the middle, it stops working. Constantly sway back and forth between opposing forces and you will always experience a moment of clarity and peace as it passes briefly through the center. I haven’t fully yet finished my endeavours of the “left hand path” religious experimentation so in that sense my view is still fractured and dual. But I am gearing myself towards a new integral approach that can integrate both the extrinsic and intrinsic, the extroverted and the introverted, the external and the interior, the “I” and the “IT” objectivity and subjectivity, science and spirituality, rational and irrational, logical and creative, man and woman. I am anticipating the moments the pendulum of life hits the middle but also excited to see how far it can take me with careful moderation.
havarti cheese, earl grey, and a slab of sourdough
Illusory perverse dualities ensue
Desire embarks sojourn of repeated suffering
Masked by another, hidden between the lines
Numbing. Search for brief gratification
No satisfaction found.
repeat.repeat.repeat.repeat.
Desire embarks sojourn of repeated suffering
Masked by another, hidden between the lines
Numbing. Search for brief gratification
No satisfaction found.
repeat.repeat.repeat.repeat.
freestlye for a while? Wednesday, October 22, 2008 at 1:44am
Pfizer for ya old timer whos dick is flaccid
Cant digest truth, pepto bismol works anti acid
Ya pill poppin clepto, fucking sad and its tragic
Pretty soon theirs a pill for whatever, its fantastic
Straight classic, my medicine is this rap shit
And the inhale triple hit from the green spliff
Gettin ripped, stress relieves, can I get a whiff?
Fucking pathetic taking Zoloft ya so soft
Synthetic like Microsoft, unnatural come off
Barbiturate escape, anesthesia rape to please ya
To appease ya, heres tobacco and alcohol
Don’t be afraid to fall into self destruction yall
Lifes seduction got ya chasin and free base’in
Laced in, power, greed, amphetamine speed
Fuck that all I have is the need to smoke weed
The burnin yearnin for the herbs n im cruisin
Oh shit ya caught me, payin 5.50 for a starbucks coffee
Aint it lofty, business class clad, economic fads
Ill knock ya out like rocky
Strapped in, launch pad for a future crash
empire wont last pumpin out its worthless cash.
nothing left but SMOKE and ASH so i SMOKE the HASH
9-5 sleepwalkers, game of cops and robbers
Consume your souls away weekend shoppers
Tickle me elmo? Shut the fuck up before I give you the elbow
Don’t disturb my ebb and flow, or the wisdom I bestow
Seldom offered, to those worthy
To sport me and rhyme freely
Pfizer for ya old timer whos dick is flaccid
Cant digest truth, pepto bismol works anti acid
Ya pill poppin clepto, fucking sad and tragic
Pretty soon theirs a pill for that its fantastic
Cant digest truth, pepto bismol works anti acid
Ya pill poppin clepto, fucking sad and its tragic
Pretty soon theirs a pill for whatever, its fantastic
Straight classic, my medicine is this rap shit
And the inhale triple hit from the green spliff
Gettin ripped, stress relieves, can I get a whiff?
Fucking pathetic taking Zoloft ya so soft
Synthetic like Microsoft, unnatural come off
Barbiturate escape, anesthesia rape to please ya
To appease ya, heres tobacco and alcohol
Don’t be afraid to fall into self destruction yall
Lifes seduction got ya chasin and free base’in
Laced in, power, greed, amphetamine speed
Fuck that all I have is the need to smoke weed
The burnin yearnin for the herbs n im cruisin
Oh shit ya caught me, payin 5.50 for a starbucks coffee
Aint it lofty, business class clad, economic fads
Ill knock ya out like rocky
Strapped in, launch pad for a future crash
empire wont last pumpin out its worthless cash.
nothing left but SMOKE and ASH so i SMOKE the HASH
9-5 sleepwalkers, game of cops and robbers
Consume your souls away weekend shoppers
Tickle me elmo? Shut the fuck up before I give you the elbow
Don’t disturb my ebb and flow, or the wisdom I bestow
Seldom offered, to those worthy
To sport me and rhyme freely
Pfizer for ya old timer whos dick is flaccid
Cant digest truth, pepto bismol works anti acid
Ya pill poppin clepto, fucking sad and tragic
Pretty soon theirs a pill for that its fantastic
my soul speaks. Monday, October 20, 2008 at 12:52am
Yo, funkadelic trips through light and sound vibrations Causes my senses, to take sips of the pool of infinite sensations. The temptation for positive compensation of the negative trumps any sedative that drapes down like the veil of maya. Liberation from delusion creates fusion of the eternal mind body and soul union. Oneness, the original face that has been displaced and laced with greed, vanity, social anxiety and piety. Societies, fantastic plastic face applies the petrol to control the collective human soul, stories untold of lifes manifold. Freedom is a state of mind as is heaven and hell, when timed correctly, chimes a mantra bell loosening the grip of the egos protective shell. Release. Detach yourself for nothing is forever but nothing is forgotten. I am god’s begotten sun, I rise and die everyday, a valiant display of birthing rays. I AM LIGHT!!! Woe is I, for my selfless nature, fuelling your hateful endeavour, humanities insanity for inflicting brutality. And you call yourselves civil. technologically constant, consciousness stagnant, why smell evolutions fragrance, when you can wallow in pungent mediocrity, intrusively permeating the minds eye. Oedipus weep for mother earth. Cry your soulless heart into oblivion. Pray for a cleanse, removal of the dense ignoramus. Audacious to be ostentatious and fallacious. Resistance to the rebellious universe causes suffering, let go. Be vivaciously salacious for love and life. word is bond.
i really dont know where i am going with this. hahaha
i really dont know where i am going with this. hahaha
i apologize all who have yet to be born. Tuesday, October 7, 2008 at 2:02am
Ode to...........
All ye eyes of terra incognita unveil yourself and peer down the abyss of greed, distrust, jealousy, envy, bigotry, decadence and death that your fathers have created before you. Will you stand up and claim your rightful place in the universe as free peoples, unhinged from the mechanical apparatus that binds you to physical labour, cut loose from the ports that download nonsense and lies into your minds, freed from the noose that has choked your spirit breathless? I ask you oh unborn tribe will you follow in the bloody footsteps of the lifeless casts that the previous generations have left, to become mere carbon copies, completely combusted and spent? Look not to us for inspiration, but look at what monstrous beings we have become and see to it that you end our miserable existence. Observe the horrors we have committed towards our cosmic mother who has nurtured us unconditionally, how shameful. Look how we have cheated ourselves, sold our souls for brief satisfaction, how disgraceful. To you the unborn generations claim your divinity for it is rightfully yours. Unleash the furious gods within and purge this sick consciousness. I bow down to the guillotine, sever this ugly head and hold it up for all to see.
All ye eyes of terra incognita unveil yourself and peer down the abyss of greed, distrust, jealousy, envy, bigotry, decadence and death that your fathers have created before you. Will you stand up and claim your rightful place in the universe as free peoples, unhinged from the mechanical apparatus that binds you to physical labour, cut loose from the ports that download nonsense and lies into your minds, freed from the noose that has choked your spirit breathless? I ask you oh unborn tribe will you follow in the bloody footsteps of the lifeless casts that the previous generations have left, to become mere carbon copies, completely combusted and spent? Look not to us for inspiration, but look at what monstrous beings we have become and see to it that you end our miserable existence. Observe the horrors we have committed towards our cosmic mother who has nurtured us unconditionally, how shameful. Look how we have cheated ourselves, sold our souls for brief satisfaction, how disgraceful. To you the unborn generations claim your divinity for it is rightfully yours. Unleash the furious gods within and purge this sick consciousness. I bow down to the guillotine, sever this ugly head and hold it up for all to see.
READ OR DIEEEEE!!!!!! Thursday, October 2, 2008 at 5:21am
When most people think science, they think empirically, absolutely, with logic and reason. To an individual of science empirical proof must be presented to construct sophisticated theorems of his perceived reality, anything beyond the explanation of this beloved hard cold anchor deems nil importance or is cast aside as being false information. These hard critical thinkers don’t give it a second glance once the facts are down; they are efficiently materialistic and manipulative of the physical realm that is within the grasp of their senses and anything beyond this sense is immeasurable and discarded as pseudoscience. Unforgiving and brutally honest but cunning and resourceful, atomistic and reducing, although absolute and precise, they mean business and are the cutting edge in understanding our physical world. Respectfully on the other side of the spectrum we have the spiritual and religious thinkers, who base their belief system on faith and intuitiveness, concerned with the unseen, the immeasurable subjects that cannot yet be proven by science. These wishful thinkers believe that the ultimate reality is that of inconceivable qualities and cannot be fully sensed with our forms of measurement and understanding, they are blind to believe and Susceptible to exploitation, but are capable of infinite compassion and charity, potential to be overzealous and fundamentally absurd, but offer hope and life with meaning. This phenomenon with the obsession of the unseen is remarkably unique to human beings, are we the most insane species on the planet? Perhaps but with this madness we have acquired we cannot deny the art, beauty and culture that has risen from mans need search for meaning in a cold universe. Both science and spirituality are naturally dualistic enemies of one another because they innately try to debunk and diffuse the other, as different as night and day. But fundamentally I think once again people are failing to realize the duality is just an illusion, like night and day everything governed by this celestial event is affected and it brings about a perfect balance. Sleeping is just as important as being awake no?
As a part of my life goal to see everything with an integral approach brings me to this important issue of science and spirituality. How can both sides make amends to and learn to see the whole picture, integrating aspects of both to create a more unified understanding. To transcend and include is to evolve and reach higher plateaus. Nature has a peculiar way of showing us how opposites attract and create, under the struggle between opposing natures. The normal, healthy, functional, durable existence of everything in Nature depends on the mutual enhancement and beneficial interaction of opposite forces. Day and night; summer and winter; work and rest; man and woman, cock, pussy, Cancer, Capricorn, communist, fascist, Birth is followed eventually by death; economic boom by recession. Opposing this fundamental law of the universe can create severe consequences, and in terms of spirituality and science, violence and ignorance can result. On one level, when there is an antagonistic relationship between opposites this leads to destruction. However, from the larger perspective, the balance of Nature is always maintained. Yin gradually changes into Yang and vice versa, whether advocates of either side like it or not, some sort of medium will be found even if that means is destruction. I like to think progressively and positively as much as I can so I try to push for evolution rather than suppressing it, my libertarian views allow me to view science and spirituality as one entity rather than two separate ones.
Harmoniously the two opposing worldviews can come together, but first each party needs to rid itself of its extreme views that cause unnecessary aggressiveness to towards the opposite. Science needs to accept the possibility that it cannot conclude everything no matter how much testing or observation is done; people also need to realize that human being understanding of the world is limited by our senses; the degree of realities existing beyond detectable means is highly plausible. Science depends on the human experience to make its conclusions thus making it limited within our own limitations, science also needs to add the mapmaker in its complicated form of topography, it fails to recognize that the observer is inescapable from the environment it observes thus influencing the outcome. (see double split experiment http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_rQiF2cRKdc ) on the other hand spirituality needs to rid itself of its tenacious habit of refuting the fact that the omnipotent, unquestionable might of god cant be questioned. (at this point I need to disclose the fact that ive been drinking wine and can now feel the effects) a huge aspect of spirituality and spiritual philosophy is the understanding that many people who seek refuge in enlightenment can become lost in translation and become belligerent choda or taint skins obnoxious at the fact that they are not getting enough attention as the vagina penis or asshole. Folks seriously don’t boast about being spiritually enlightened or you lose all of your cred, and yea, I am pointing at that generation of naïve new age enthusiasts think they know everything about Hinduism, Buddhism, drugs, ect. Sorry to break it to you my fellow trustafarian, but by being proud and boasting you have obtained some sort of spiritual revelation completely refutes the basis of spiritualistic emphasis on being humble. Another major issue that plagues spirituality is the perversion of mainstream religion as a means of control. Its sad to see people being exploited to become extremists because they take the word of god fundamentally, while the man pulling the strings is raking in the cash. My Krishna we live in a fucked up world. But take no heed my collective conscious counterpart, for duality is merely an illusion. The choda furry freeway can actually be happy once and for all once it realizes that it plays a crucial role in connecting the throbbing member to your balloon knot.
To clear some things up, because I believe a vast majority, im talking about all 6,725,000,000 of you people out their need to know the comforting fact that you are in fact your own god. Your mind is the most complicated and powerful thing in the physical universe, it is capable of creating worlds on its own; it can transport you absolutely anywhere you want to go for the mind is infinitely limitless. It all depends on how consciously aware you are by the fact that you are completely in control. The physical realm provides our infinite minds as a ground we can always return to, unfortunately most of us stay here and choose not to explore the beautiful limitless worlds of inner space. Now there is absolutely nothing wrong with this, for the integral approach encompasses everything in the goal to create a comprehensive integral philosophy of life and reality. But collectively we must strive to include everything but once again transcend and co create the unfolding will of the universe. Rejoice people, YOU are the universe, there is no such thing as other, no dualities there is only the one. Nor good or evil, it just IS. Acceptance is the first step but it also is the greatest leap. Nothing lasts but nothing is forgotten, the human epic occupies but a wisp of the grand scheme. Oh woe is I for humanity you inflict deep wounds of pain, suffering and disappointment within my weary soul. But I fucking love you. From nothingness, to matter, to life, to mind, to higher consciousness and beyond, let us continue this evolutionary process wherever it may take us.
“For small creatures such as we the vastness is bearable only through love.”
Carl sagan
As a part of my life goal to see everything with an integral approach brings me to this important issue of science and spirituality. How can both sides make amends to and learn to see the whole picture, integrating aspects of both to create a more unified understanding. To transcend and include is to evolve and reach higher plateaus. Nature has a peculiar way of showing us how opposites attract and create, under the struggle between opposing natures. The normal, healthy, functional, durable existence of everything in Nature depends on the mutual enhancement and beneficial interaction of opposite forces. Day and night; summer and winter; work and rest; man and woman, cock, pussy, Cancer, Capricorn, communist, fascist, Birth is followed eventually by death; economic boom by recession. Opposing this fundamental law of the universe can create severe consequences, and in terms of spirituality and science, violence and ignorance can result. On one level, when there is an antagonistic relationship between opposites this leads to destruction. However, from the larger perspective, the balance of Nature is always maintained. Yin gradually changes into Yang and vice versa, whether advocates of either side like it or not, some sort of medium will be found even if that means is destruction. I like to think progressively and positively as much as I can so I try to push for evolution rather than suppressing it, my libertarian views allow me to view science and spirituality as one entity rather than two separate ones.
Harmoniously the two opposing worldviews can come together, but first each party needs to rid itself of its extreme views that cause unnecessary aggressiveness to towards the opposite. Science needs to accept the possibility that it cannot conclude everything no matter how much testing or observation is done; people also need to realize that human being understanding of the world is limited by our senses; the degree of realities existing beyond detectable means is highly plausible. Science depends on the human experience to make its conclusions thus making it limited within our own limitations, science also needs to add the mapmaker in its complicated form of topography, it fails to recognize that the observer is inescapable from the environment it observes thus influencing the outcome. (see double split experiment http://www.youtube.com/wat
To clear some things up, because I believe a vast majority, im talking about all 6,725,000,000 of you people out their need to know the comforting fact that you are in fact your own god. Your mind is the most complicated and powerful thing in the physical universe, it is capable of creating worlds on its own; it can transport you absolutely anywhere you want to go for the mind is infinitely limitless. It all depends on how consciously aware you are by the fact that you are completely in control. The physical realm provides our infinite minds as a ground we can always return to, unfortunately most of us stay here and choose not to explore the beautiful limitless worlds of inner space. Now there is absolutely nothing wrong with this, for the integral approach encompasses everything in the goal to create a comprehensive integral philosophy of life and reality. But collectively we must strive to include everything but once again transcend and co create the unfolding will of the universe. Rejoice people, YOU are the universe, there is no such thing as other, no dualities there is only the one. Nor good or evil, it just IS. Acceptance is the first step but it also is the greatest leap. Nothing lasts but nothing is forgotten, the human epic occupies but a wisp of the grand scheme. Oh woe is I for humanity you inflict deep wounds of pain, suffering and disappointment within my weary soul. But I fucking love you. From nothingness, to matter, to life, to mind, to higher consciousness and beyond, let us continue this evolutionary process wherever it may take us.
“For small creatures such as we the vastness is bearable only through love.”
Carl sagan
Hunab ku -Thursday, September 25, 2008 at 7:14pm
Gauging for docilitas
So I may observe with circumspection.
Consequently it may be too late
But I continue to play my adagio.
Selfishly in defence
I take refuge within my hard shell.
Guilty of empirical judgement,
I hold my breath beneath the surface
to glimpse whole truth.
Finding solace amongst infinite complexity,
Discovering an empty chalice of potential,
But first I must come round full circle.
I am the walls of Jericho
You are the horns of Joshua
Befell this mighty façade
For I must lose all in order to gain
A child’s cold heart displayed
Can this fiery ego be tamed?
Still waters unsettled
By the ripples of the past
Coalesce with earth we create mud
Flexible, supple, elastic, yielding
Opposing natures harmonious
Even then I keep a watchful eye
Perhaps a polar shift is needed
Earth seeks equilibrium as do we.
Oppressed by constellation tyranny
Would we clash like titans?
Leap of love and faith
I prostrate myself to you
So I may observe with circumspection.
Consequently it may be too late
But I continue to play my adagio.
Selfishly in defence
I take refuge within my hard shell.
Guilty of empirical judgement,
I hold my breath beneath the surface
to glimpse whole truth.
Finding solace amongst infinite complexity,
Discovering an empty chalice of potential,
But first I must come round full circle.
I am the walls of Jericho
You are the horns of Joshua
Befell this mighty façade
For I must lose all in order to gain
A child’s cold heart displayed
Can this fiery ego be tamed?
Still waters unsettled
By the ripples of the past
Coalesce with earth we create mud
Flexible, supple, elastic, yielding
Opposing natures harmonious
Even then I keep a watchful eye
Perhaps a polar shift is needed
Earth seeks equilibrium as do we.
Oppressed by constellation tyranny
Would we clash like titans?
Leap of love and faith
I prostrate myself to you
shit thats on my mind Share, Monday, September 22, 2008 at 2:13am
This world is deluded; You Yourself have deluded it. Forgetting the One, it has become engrossed in duality
Sri guru Granth Sahib.
duals, or so it seems. it appears this universe is composed of dualities, opposing forces fiercely and violently struggling against one another to find that delicate balance which is the original state. the primordial singularity, the middle way, the fulcrum point of the pendulum, no-thingness, nirvana, heaven, whatever you may want to call it essentially it is this same "Oneness" that is our original face, the sleeping deity within us all deluded by the illusory world in which we know to be "reality". the tumultuous relationship between man and woman is a prime example of this extreme of duality. biologically we cannot escape this , but with our highly defined consciousness of today, and the with the informational technology that we have we can inform ourselves that we are essentially the same, we are ONE. their is no need for patriarchy or matriarchy, or games that we love to play. their is only room for mutual understanding, tolerance and love. all of these predestined psychological traits that male and females acquire are empirically observed and thus are thought to be followed and not changed, well that would be a horrible conclusion dont you think? forever bound to a set of rules that are unalterable in the time of change. the key is to realize that we have these differences but break through traditional norm and work to facilitate each others evolution towards understanding and cooperation. you must help one another find the middle way.
the enlightenment age brought upon a very rational way to look at the world as something that can be measured and studied empirically, it is true that this worldview has brought upon some of the greatest achievements in sciences, technology, politics ect. but this complicated form of topography forgot one thing in the map he created for the world, and that is the topographer himself/herself. he/she forgot to include himself/herself as a part of the map thus creating a universe that is without meaning, cold and dead. what the topographer failed to realize is that he/she is a part of the world itself leaving out a vital and important part of the equation and the interpretations that make are just as equally as real and valuable as the observable world. their was never a separation from the self and the world, no duality. but because of the current worldview of extreme rationality some unfortunate things are occurring like the over consumption of natural resources, hyper inflated materialistic lifestyles, exploitation, lack of spirituality, superficiality, vanity, pollution, mental and physical health ailments, war, greed so on and so forth. all products of an extreme reductionist view of the world. freeing ourselves from the peaks and valleys of karma can be achieved if we integrate a more integral worldview of reality that encompasses everything as being indifferent, neither good nor bad, just is. we need to start thinking trans-rational instead of trying to murder everything's soulful meaning.
you are your own god
you choose your reality
you are the center of your own universe
you ARE the universe
Sri guru Granth Sahib.
duals, or so it seems. it appears this universe is composed of dualities, opposing forces fiercely and violently struggling against one another to find that delicate balance which is the original state. the primordial singularity, the middle way, the fulcrum point of the pendulum, no-thingness, nirvana, heaven, whatever you may want to call it essentially it is this same "Oneness" that is our original face, the sleeping deity within us all deluded by the illusory world in which we know to be "reality". the tumultuous relationship between man and woman is a prime example of this extreme of duality. biologically we cannot escape this , but with our highly defined consciousness of today, and the with the informational technology that we have we can inform ourselves that we are essentially the same, we are ONE. their is no need for patriarchy or matriarchy, or games that we love to play. their is only room for mutual understanding, tolerance and love. all of these predestined psychological traits that male and females acquire are empirically observed and thus are thought to be followed and not changed, well that would be a horrible conclusion dont you think? forever bound to a set of rules that are unalterable in the time of change. the key is to realize that we have these differences but break through traditional norm and work to facilitate each others evolution towards understanding and cooperation. you must help one another find the middle way.
the enlightenment age brought upon a very rational way to look at the world as something that can be measured and studied empirically, it is true that this worldview has brought upon some of the greatest achievements in sciences, technology, politics ect. but this complicated form of topography forgot one thing in the map he created for the world, and that is the topographer himself/herself. he/she forgot to include himself/herself as a part of the map thus creating a universe that is without meaning, cold and dead. what the topographer failed to realize is that he/she is a part of the world itself leaving out a vital and important part of the equation and the interpretations that make are just as equally as real and valuable as the observable world. their was never a separation from the self and the world, no duality. but because of the current worldview of extreme rationality some unfortunate things are occurring like the over consumption of natural resources, hyper inflated materialistic lifestyles, exploitation, lack of spirituality, superficiality, vanity, pollution, mental and physical health ailments, war, greed so on and so forth. all products of an extreme reductionist view of the world. freeing ourselves from the peaks and valleys of karma can be achieved if we integrate a more integral worldview of reality that encompasses everything as being indifferent, neither good nor bad, just is. we need to start thinking trans-rational instead of trying to murder everything's soulful meaning.
you are your own god
you choose your reality
you are the center of your own universe
you ARE the universe
the change you see in the world has to be whithin yourself Share. Friday, September 12, 2008 at 2:40am
basically America is dead. There is no political voice. Music is dead. Our way of thinking is dead, our commerce is dead. Everything in this society has been done. That's where we are as a country.... Nasir jones aka nasty Nas.
i will be honest, i am growing weary. voicing my opinions, trying to exploit the system for what it really is, constantly informing myself and others around me about serious social crisis that we experience. but people are not listening, and why should they, i am just an angry youth with no credentials to back me up. maybe i should just give up? perhaps its time to grow up right? accept things the way it is, get out and get a mundane job like everyone else? should i sell out my integrity and my values in order for me to live the picket fence suburbia dream?
i stubbornly trudge on pathetically in a desperate attempt to see the light at the end of the tunnel . constantly i find myself wading in the same cenote deep beneath the surface, running over myself in a repetitive fashion without ever breaking out of this cycle. for the longest time i waited for my messiah, whether he came in the form of a drug, a divine being, an ideology, or a benevolent alien species, i was their waiting for him hiding from reality. then BOOM reality check, i can run as far as i want from my problems only to have them haunt me. but now it is enough, it is time for me to respectfully toss in the towel and lift the burden of thinking cynically off my shoulders. i have made the obvious realization that the biggest self delusion one can bring upon themselves is the belief that one is limited or that he isn't capable of something. this veil of maya has finally lifted itself from my eyes and for the first time in a long time i can actually see. i speak for the entirety of humanity when i say this "we need to take our asses from our heads and shake them to this funky melody." MELODY as in being harmonious with life, allow yourself to be strung and let yourself resonate with full potential.
as much as chillen in the park blazin thick bangin on drums and spinning poi is cool and everything, your not really doing anything. we talk about change in our little THC induced philosophical rants but then forget what we talked about almost immediately AHAHAHA its the stoner paradox! but seriously ladies and germs we can profess to each other all we want about Buddha this, taoist that, new age this, 911 conspiracy that and i can see that we are not really getting anywhere. now don't take me wrong, i understand that everything i talked about previously you hold dear and take very seriously, but so do I and please continue to do those things, im punching myself in the face. what hurts is seeing people talk about these concepts and not apply them in real life, i am guilty of this to. our subculture is beautiful, lets not ruin it with ignorance and pretentiousness.
so now i return back to my original point. how am going to possibly escape the "western dream." i hope to achieve this by becoming a journalist because i will have the freedom to be artistic and critical, my original career of choice really but i dicked around for two years because i was torn in two for my family wanted me to get a career that pays well. how cliche right? well i will be one of those individuals who shot for the unreachable and will either succeed or fail trying. and i am perfectly fine with that. god have mercy on ye souls if my words are published. no one will be able to hide from my wrath, for i will expose you.
and remember kiddies, the change you want to see in the world has to be within yourself.
i will be honest, i am growing weary. voicing my opinions, trying to exploit the system for what it really is, constantly informing myself and others around me about serious social crisis that we experience. but people are not listening, and why should they, i am just an angry youth with no credentials to back me up. maybe i should just give up? perhaps its time to grow up right? accept things the way it is, get out and get a mundane job like everyone else? should i sell out my integrity and my values in order for me to live the picket fence suburbia dream?
i stubbornly trudge on pathetically in a desperate attempt to see the light at the end of the tunnel . constantly i find myself wading in the same cenote deep beneath the surface, running over myself in a repetitive fashion without ever breaking out of this cycle. for the longest time i waited for my messiah, whether he came in the form of a drug, a divine being, an ideology, or a benevolent alien species, i was their waiting for him hiding from reality. then BOOM reality check, i can run as far as i want from my problems only to have them haunt me. but now it is enough, it is time for me to respectfully toss in the towel and lift the burden of thinking cynically off my shoulders. i have made the obvious realization that the biggest self delusion one can bring upon themselves is the belief that one is limited or that he isn't capable of something. this veil of maya has finally lifted itself from my eyes and for the first time in a long time i can actually see. i speak for the entirety of humanity when i say this "we need to take our asses from our heads and shake them to this funky melody." MELODY as in being harmonious with life, allow yourself to be strung and let yourself resonate with full potential.
as much as chillen in the park blazin thick bangin on drums and spinning poi is cool and everything, your not really doing anything. we talk about change in our little THC induced philosophical rants but then forget what we talked about almost immediately AHAHAHA its the stoner paradox! but seriously ladies and germs we can profess to each other all we want about Buddha this, taoist that, new age this, 911 conspiracy that and i can see that we are not really getting anywhere. now don't take me wrong, i understand that everything i talked about previously you hold dear and take very seriously, but so do I and please continue to do those things, im punching myself in the face. what hurts is seeing people talk about these concepts and not apply them in real life, i am guilty of this to. our subculture is beautiful, lets not ruin it with ignorance and pretentiousness.
so now i return back to my original point. how am going to possibly escape the "western dream." i hope to achieve this by becoming a journalist because i will have the freedom to be artistic and critical, my original career of choice really but i dicked around for two years because i was torn in two for my family wanted me to get a career that pays well. how cliche right? well i will be one of those individuals who shot for the unreachable and will either succeed or fail trying. and i am perfectly fine with that. god have mercy on ye souls if my words are published. no one will be able to hide from my wrath, for i will expose you.
and remember kiddies, the change you want to see in the world has to be within yourself.
My shadow's shedding ........Tuesday, September 9, 2008 at 1:39am
.......but theirs no time to pick at my scabs.
the coming of fall marks a very crucial point in my year. it is the time where it is appropriate for me to shed some exterior shells about myself that have accumulated throughout the year. some things that are not necessarily bad but rather the things, people, ideas, attitudes and parts of my ego that i have experienced but longer need to hold onto. it is time for me to shed the beautiful leaves that bloomed for me to enjoy and make way for a new batch of new possibilities. i will transcend but also include everything that i have experienced within the past year to help me make the hardships of winter turn into a bountiful spring and a rewarding summer of the following year.
TRANSCEND AND INCLUDE!!!!! this is the universal law.
the coming of fall marks a very crucial point in my year. it is the time where it is appropriate for me to shed some exterior shells about myself that have accumulated throughout the year. some things that are not necessarily bad but rather the things, people, ideas, attitudes and parts of my ego that i have experienced but longer need to hold onto. it is time for me to shed the beautiful leaves that bloomed for me to enjoy and make way for a new batch of new possibilities. i will transcend but also include everything that i have experienced within the past year to help me make the hardships of winter turn into a bountiful spring and a rewarding summer of the following year.
TRANSCEND AND INCLUDE!!!!! this is the universal law.
moments of tension. Monday, July 7, 2008 at 5:27am
i reflect reality as light passes through my iris
to witness the violence in this world sate of crisis
soak up the through my senses the experience is timeless
waiting for the day when spirituality meats science
birthed in a fiery hearth the universe unfolds
to reveal a history of infinite potentiality.
endless stories untold when creativity turns cold
we wind up the culprits of our own fatality.
The lord is your fucking Shepard and its tragic
That enlightenment can become carbon copied plastic.
Vaccum packaged you consume with no question
Your insatiable obsession with oppression.
Mind transgression, I cross the threshold of perception
Overcoming influence of any external deception
Like a contraceptive I am selective with the objective
Allowing the subjective to experience without bias
Defence from the self righteous and pious
i reflect reality as light passes through my iris
to witness the violence in this world sate of crisis
soak up the through my senses the experience is timeless
waiting for the day when spirituality meats science
universal suffering is the human condition
when we leave it to some fucking social development commission
fuck you I wont give in to authorities requisition
just to relieve momentarily a moment of tension
I forewarn with a premonition of a war torn reality
Mass dissention in addition with police brutality
Where forms of mass mediocrity bleed the arts
And neurotic paranoia becomes a commonality
Use your olfactory modality and smell the fucking lies
And sense that people slaughter to obtain new highs
The Buddha mind weeps when you proceed to baptize
The senseless self destruction that will end in your demise
Psychotically consuming you create the reality that’s brooding
Ensuing the norm for the populations schooling
Mass producing a legion of ignorant sheep
While unspeakable horrors occur when they sleep
universal suffering is the human condition
when so many of us retreat to our dispositions
fuck you I wont give in to authorities requisition
just to relieve momentarily a moment of tension
to witness the violence in this world sate of crisis
soak up the through my senses the experience is timeless
waiting for the day when spirituality meats science
birthed in a fiery hearth the universe unfolds
to reveal a history of infinite potentiality.
endless stories untold when creativity turns cold
we wind up the culprits of our own fatality.
The lord is your fucking Shepard and its tragic
That enlightenment can become carbon copied plastic.
Vaccum packaged you consume with no question
Your insatiable obsession with oppression.
Mind transgression, I cross the threshold of perception
Overcoming influence of any external deception
Like a contraceptive I am selective with the objective
Allowing the subjective to experience without bias
Defence from the self righteous and pious
i reflect reality as light passes through my iris
to witness the violence in this world sate of crisis
soak up the through my senses the experience is timeless
waiting for the day when spirituality meats science
universal suffering is the human condition
when we leave it to some fucking social development commission
fuck you I wont give in to authorities requisition
just to relieve momentarily a moment of tension
I forewarn with a premonition of a war torn reality
Mass dissention in addition with police brutality
Where forms of mass mediocrity bleed the arts
And neurotic paranoia becomes a commonality
Use your olfactory modality and smell the fucking lies
And sense that people slaughter to obtain new highs
The Buddha mind weeps when you proceed to baptize
The senseless self destruction that will end in your demise
Psychotically consuming you create the reality that’s brooding
Ensuing the norm for the populations schooling
Mass producing a legion of ignorant sheep
While unspeakable horrors occur when they sleep
universal suffering is the human condition
when so many of us retreat to our dispositions
fuck you I wont give in to authorities requisition
just to relieve momentarily a moment of tension
for those of you who didnt lsiten in history class Share Friday, May 23, 2008 at 2:46am
Naturally the common people don't want war, but after all it is the leaders of a country who determine the policy. and it is a simple matter to drag along whether it is a democracy, or a fascist dictatorship, or a parliament, or a communist dictatorship. Voice or no voice, the people can always be brought to the bidding of the leaders. this is simple and easy, all you have to do is tell them that they are being attacked, and denounce the pacifists for lack of patriotism and exposing the country to danger. it works the same in every country.
Herman Goering. Hitlers Riech marshal
now can anyone guess whos doing that these days?
Herman Goering. Hitlers Riech marshal
now can anyone guess whos doing that these days?
the spirit of christmas? Thursday, December 27, 2007 at 2:40am
right, so basically Christmas or Xmas whatever they call it these days is finally over, another year of fancy green and red tinsel, mistletoes, egg nog and santa clause caricatures finally getting ready to go back into hiding. with all of the holiday bustling its very hard for me to really stop and take the time and think what christmas is all about. unfortunately the spirit of christmas was not apparent in this years experience for me, i was to busy concerning myself with all of these obnoxious blow up christmas decorations, the christmas Elmo one being the least of my favorites. seeing not only this but the commercial nature of the holdiay's season truly robs me of my christmas spirit. im not sure if its just me or if their are others out there who share my point of view, it doest matter, perhaps i am just getting older and their are other issues that are concerning me. i would really like to see christmas becoming more of a community involved time where people truly stop and try to get to know one another instead of putting fake smiles on and giving out false greetings. anyways merry Christmas truly.
whats on my mind Tuesday, December 25, 2007 at 2:06am
i realize the transition of my being, through the vision of psychically seeing.
teetering on the fence of sane and insanity, living amongst those who live in vanity.
trancendance is considered a liberty, in the vicinity of reality you cant test or put to rest,
what is considered of living freely, i cant suffice when one is surrounded by vice
with the intent, heavens sent i choose to live life right
all options limited, when others offer thoughts of resentment i experience
the ongoing bombardment of inexperience. judging.
blinds the path of unconditional loving while witnessing constant suffering of my peoples
so take no heed while i spit my feeble weed dirivn lyrics, yall know this as livin and breathin physics.
perception altered as i offer to the alter
my life, please god dont let me falter
perception altered as i offer to the alter
my life, please god dont allow me to falter
teetering on the fence of sane and insanity, living amongst those who live in vanity.
trancendance is considered a liberty, in the vicinity of reality you cant test or put to rest,
what is considered of living freely, i cant suffice when one is surrounded by vice
with the intent, heavens sent i choose to live life right
all options limited, when others offer thoughts of resentment i experience
the ongoing bombardment of inexperience. judging.
blinds the path of unconditional loving while witnessing constant suffering of my peoples
so take no heed while i spit my feeble weed dirivn lyrics, yall know this as livin and breathin physics.
perception altered as i offer to the alter
my life, please god dont let me falter
perception altered as i offer to the alter
my life, please god dont allow me to falter
self awareness and the evolution of consciousness Thursday, November 8, 2007 at 4:11am
the self is a very interesting tool indeed, it is our benchmark of reality. it is a miraculous event itself to be aware and alive, to be able to perceive and understand, to be able to construct and destroy, our minds have the endless capability to manifest whatever you are willing. our bodies serve as our temples, a physical sanctuary and vessel that aids our consciousness in the material world, . the driving force of nature that drives the human evolutionary process through time and ultimately space is the nourishment for our endeavors. we as a race have the potential to choose to use this time efficiently and effectively to further our states of consciousness, to better our fellow human and make life pleasurable for everyone. humans, (being aware of self) also have the responsibility for tending and caring for the earth and all of its inhabitants, in a sense the earth is very much attached to our physical bodies because the last time i remembered we walk upon it and eat directly from it. the same potential in human intuition lays in the opposite direction of self destruction, auto domestication of our minds, the poisoning of our water, air, land and the auto enslavement of our fellow human. and when i look at humanity as a whole i see efforts for both sides but unfortunately the capitalist ideology has fed the wealth and power to a select few who's power has corrupted absolutely. the ideology of capitalism is acting as if it is a living, breathing entity that needs constant nourishment, it harbors psychopathic drive to provide for itself and to hoard sending all of the profits into only a few pockets instead of society as a whole. we live in a parasitic symbiosis where the corporation ultimately wins, why is it that we put up with this tedious method of living and why cant we break away? well i believe this is due to the materialistic possessions that the corporate world can offer us, our attentions derive from self improvement into giving our ego's another potential fix until we desire a new one. once a generation is dulled by this lifestyle, the next generation experiences this as the automated norm and they succumb to it immediately, the vicious cycle continues. i also believe that we cannot break away from this cycle because society frowns upon creative thinking, this has been true throughout human history. the established rules are to quick to shoot down anyone who offers an alternative. whenever i enter a crowded place of business i realize the sleeping individuals who have not made any real evolutionary breakthroughs, these people are everywhere and make up the majority of the human population i believe. they consistently mold into the expected environment, they build their careers, they get a job and they go about pursuing whatever they can to further themselves. this is not necessarily wrong and is indeed important to survive, but the emphasis on supplying the ego is far beyond that of any cooperative means. this constant degeneration and practice of duality will only serve us a cold and lonely demise.
this is where self awareness comes into play, firstly one must recognize his ego. you must understand to see yourself from the perspective of you and not the perspective of others, once you have established this you are well on your way into self enlightenment. get to know your body and all of its physical features, do not objectively view the parts that need improvement, because that is of ill importance and it only feeds your insecurities which thus fuels your ego. instead remind yourself that you are beautiful and unique, this is the truth and do not allow anyone to tell you otherwise. you must realize that you are apart a cosmic developmental process and that you are not a separate individual with a separate history and ego. about 14 billion years ago their was a vacuum, no life, no matter there was nothing. then the big bang occurred almost instantaneously an explosion of energy produced all of the galaxies shooting away from each other at the speed of light, all of this ultimately resulted with life occurring on earth which ultimately resulted into consciousness within the human mind. we as a species in a figurative way is a way that the universe becomes aware of itself, we essentially are the eyes of the universe and we can express creatively how we feel about it. if you grasp this thought you will find yourself in a very astonishing position, and all of a sudden you feel very humbled. you have infinite potential, allow yourself to co-create the evolutionary process of humanity, and you must always remember that we are all one.
Ashton matilla
the self is a very interesting tool indeed, it is our benchmark of reality. it is a miraculous event itself to be aware and alive, to be able to perceive and understand, to be able to construct and destroy, our minds have the endless capability to manifest whatever you are willing. our bodies serve as our temples, a physical sanctuary and vessel that aids our consciousness in the material world, . the driving force of nature that drives the human evolutionary process through time and ultimately space is the nourishment for our endeavors. we as a race have the potential to choose to use this time efficiently and effectively to further our states of consciousness, to better our fellow human and make life pleasurable for everyone. humans, (being aware of self) also have the responsibility for tending and caring for the earth and all of its inhabitants, in a sense the earth is very much attached to our physical bodies because the last time i remembered we walk upon it and eat directly from it. the same potential in human intuition lays in the opposite direction of self destruction, auto domestication of our minds, the poisoning of our water, air, land and the auto enslavement of our fellow human. and when i look at humanity as a whole i see efforts for both sides but unfortunately the capitalist ideology has fed the wealth and power to a select few who's power has corrupted absolutely. the ideology of capitalism is acting as if it is a living, breathing entity that needs constant nourishment, it harbors psychopathic drive to provide for itself and to hoard sending all of the profits into only a few pockets instead of society as a whole. we live in a parasitic symbiosis where the corporation ultimately wins, why is it that we put up with this tedious method of living and why cant we break away? well i believe this is due to the materialistic possessions that the corporate world can offer us, our attentions derive from self improvement into giving our ego's another potential fix until we desire a new one. once a generation is dulled by this lifestyle, the next generation experiences this as the automated norm and they succumb to it immediately, the vicious cycle continues. i also believe that we cannot break away from this cycle because society frowns upon creative thinking, this has been true throughout human history. the established rules are to quick to shoot down anyone who offers an alternative. whenever i enter a crowded place of business i realize the sleeping individuals who have not made any real evolutionary breakthroughs, these people are everywhere and make up the majority of the human population i believe. they consistently mold into the expected environment, they build their careers, they get a job and they go about pursuing whatever they can to further themselves. this is not necessarily wrong and is indeed important to survive, but the emphasis on supplying the ego is far beyond that of any cooperative means. this constant degeneration and practice of duality will only serve us a cold and lonely demise.
this is where self awareness comes into play, firstly one must recognize his ego. you must understand to see yourself from the perspective of you and not the perspective of others, once you have established this you are well on your way into self enlightenment. get to know your body and all of its physical features, do not objectively view the parts that need improvement, because that is of ill importance and it only feeds your insecurities which thus fuels your ego. instead remind yourself that you are beautiful and unique, this is the truth and do not allow anyone to tell you otherwise. you must realize that you are apart a cosmic developmental process and that you are not a separate individual with a separate history and ego. about 14 billion years ago their was a vacuum, no life, no matter there was nothing. then the big bang occurred almost instantaneously an explosion of energy produced all of the galaxies shooting away from each other at the speed of light, all of this ultimately resulted with life occurring on earth which ultimately resulted into consciousness within the human mind. we as a species in a figurative way is a way that the universe becomes aware of itself, we essentially are the eyes of the universe and we can express creatively how we feel about it. if you grasp this thought you will find yourself in a very astonishing position, and all of a sudden you feel very humbled. you have infinite potential, allow yourself to co-create the evolutionary process of humanity, and you must always remember that we are all one.
Ashton matilla
this is where self awareness comes into play, firstly one must recognize his ego. you must understand to see yourself from the perspective of you and not the perspective of others, once you have established this you are well on your way into self enlightenment. get to know your body and all of its physical features, do not objectively view the parts that need improvement, because that is of ill importance and it only feeds your insecurities which thus fuels your ego. instead remind yourself that you are beautiful and unique, this is the truth and do not allow anyone to tell you otherwise. you must realize that you are apart a cosmic developmental process and that you are not a separate individual with a separate history and ego. about 14 billion years ago their was a vacuum, no life, no matter there was nothing. then the big bang occurred almost instantaneously an explosion of energy produced all of the galaxies shooting away from each other at the speed of light, all of this ultimately resulted with life occurring on earth which ultimately resulted into consciousness within the human mind. we as a species in a figurative way is a way that the universe becomes aware of itself, we essentially are the eyes of the universe and we can express creatively how we feel about it. if you grasp this thought you will find yourself in a very astonishing position, and all of a sudden you feel very humbled. you have infinite potential, allow yourself to co-create the evolutionary process of humanity, and you must always remember that we are all one.
Ashton matilla
the self is a very interesting tool indeed, it is our benchmark of reality. it is a miraculous event itself to be aware and alive, to be able to perceive and understand, to be able to construct and destroy, our minds have the endless capability to manifest whatever you are willing. our bodies serve as our temples, a physical sanctuary and vessel that aids our consciousness in the material world, . the driving force of nature that drives the human evolutionary process through time and ultimately space is the nourishment for our endeavors. we as a race have the potential to choose to use this time efficiently and effectively to further our states of consciousness, to better our fellow human and make life pleasurable for everyone. humans, (being aware of self) also have the responsibility for tending and caring for the earth and all of its inhabitants, in a sense the earth is very much attached to our physical bodies because the last time i remembered we walk upon it and eat directly from it. the same potential in human intuition lays in the opposite direction of self destruction, auto domestication of our minds, the poisoning of our water, air, land and the auto enslavement of our fellow human. and when i look at humanity as a whole i see efforts for both sides but unfortunately the capitalist ideology has fed the wealth and power to a select few who's power has corrupted absolutely. the ideology of capitalism is acting as if it is a living, breathing entity that needs constant nourishment, it harbors psychopathic drive to provide for itself and to hoard sending all of the profits into only a few pockets instead of society as a whole. we live in a parasitic symbiosis where the corporation ultimately wins, why is it that we put up with this tedious method of living and why cant we break away? well i believe this is due to the materialistic possessions that the corporate world can offer us, our attentions derive from self improvement into giving our ego's another potential fix until we desire a new one. once a generation is dulled by this lifestyle, the next generation experiences this as the automated norm and they succumb to it immediately, the vicious cycle continues. i also believe that we cannot break away from this cycle because society frowns upon creative thinking, this has been true throughout human history. the established rules are to quick to shoot down anyone who offers an alternative. whenever i enter a crowded place of business i realize the sleeping individuals who have not made any real evolutionary breakthroughs, these people are everywhere and make up the majority of the human population i believe. they consistently mold into the expected environment, they build their careers, they get a job and they go about pursuing whatever they can to further themselves. this is not necessarily wrong and is indeed important to survive, but the emphasis on supplying the ego is far beyond that of any cooperative means. this constant degeneration and practice of duality will only serve us a cold and lonely demise.
this is where self awareness comes into play, firstly one must recognize his ego. you must understand to see yourself from the perspective of you and not the perspective of others, once you have established this you are well on your way into self enlightenment. get to know your body and all of its physical features, do not objectively view the parts that need improvement, because that is of ill importance and it only feeds your insecurities which thus fuels your ego. instead remind yourself that you are beautiful and unique, this is the truth and do not allow anyone to tell you otherwise. you must realize that you are apart a cosmic developmental process and that you are not a separate individual with a separate history and ego. about 14 billion years ago their was a vacuum, no life, no matter there was nothing. then the big bang occurred almost instantaneously an explosion of energy produced all of the galaxies shooting away from each other at the speed of light, all of this ultimately resulted with life occurring on earth which ultimately resulted into consciousness within the human mind. we as a species in a figurative way is a way that the universe becomes aware of itself, we essentially are the eyes of the universe and we can express creatively how we feel about it. if you grasp this thought you will find yourself in a very astonishing position, and all of a sudden you feel very humbled. you have infinite potential, allow yourself to co-create the evolutionary process of humanity, and you must always remember that we are all one.
Ashton matilla
brave new world Monday, October 22, 2007 at 9:19pm
i sit here in my little suburbia home on the outskirts of a city where its primary economic and social center piece is none other oil and gas. slowly i am seeing the change in our city turning into the chaos and uncertainty that unrestrained growth brings upon. as i get older i come to realize the difficulties in finding a way of life separate from the society that has established itself as the center of our existence. we slave our bodies and minds in a system that is corrupt that can only offer quick and short term fixes to universal problems that will surface in the future. the banking system creates national dept which therein produces the money to pay for the interest rates which then creates more dept, how does humanity save itself from this self generating hell that we have submerged ourselves into for the past century? i do not have these answers nor do i see anything bright and conclusive enough to change anything. it seems that the media has done an excellent job in keeping people sedated with a vast array of nick knacks, all different sorts of bleeping, colorful, shiny, and mind melting products to render you useless. why is it we feel the need to enslave ourselves with shit like this? and why are we letting ourselves getting duped into this life scam of unnecessary materialism. is the human mind that easily corruptible that we cannot save ourselves from the cheat and lies that we swallow, why is it such an easy pill to take? i feel as if i have to sell a piece of my human identity in order to survive in this business orientated world, but why cannot i be an individual without being persecuted for my expression. its very difficult trying to make a living as an artist these days and it is unfortunate because i believe that art plays an essential role in modern society by telling us creatively what human nature is about and what socio political and personal changes are needed. if we stop listening to what artists are telling us then we are essentially ignoring new and innovative ideas that could revolutionize and change how we think for the positive. a direct consequence of ignoring intellects and artists alike at an extreme angle is the systematic, repetitive and monotonous undertakings of everyday life that may very well lead our stubborn race to our own destruction.
i encourage people to take their heads out of their asses and actually look at what the world is becoming and maybe actually give a shit. the potential progressions that can be made are infinite and vast, so get your ass out of your air conditioned nightmare and please for humanity's sake turn off your televisions and seek out real people, real talent, and real life.
i encourage people to take their heads out of their asses and actually look at what the world is becoming and maybe actually give a shit. the potential progressions that can be made are infinite and vast, so get your ass out of your air conditioned nightmare and please for humanity's sake turn off your televisions and seek out real people, real talent, and real life.
Modern human values Sunday, October 21, 2007 at 3:22am
as my first notes entry i would like to touch up upon a set of human values that have been the idealistic approach to what all humans want. but over the course of human history all the attempts made to achieve these goals have been shot down and challenged endlessly, i am going to asses these failures and see if i can bring about an prototype philosophy that each individual can hone to better himself and his fellow man. all of my ideas are completely opinionated and i am open up for debate and discussion so please feel free to ask and question.
first and foremost i would like to address the topic of religion, what purposes it serves in a modern society, where we can use, embrace religion, and where religion needs to be secular and separate from other aspects of human life. the very core basis of religion i believe is the set of rules and morals brought upon by spiritual or psychedelic experience that is separate from this physical world but perhaps existing completely within the mind or completely and absolutely separate from this realm of existence. or perhaps religion is just a stepping stone in the evolutionary process of the human psyche, or it could even be a human by product of governing and control. ill asses all possible sides and see if we can make a median where logical reasoning can reside with both spectrum's of belief and non belief. history has repetitively shown us that religion has always been a branch of control and governing, for example the Spanish inquisition pretexted their explorations of the Americas on the basis of spreading the Christian faith even if it meant violent purging of the mesoamerican cultures, the indigenous peoples were viewed as heretics and savages, their ways of life inferior and their spiritual practices blasphemous. another excellent example can be seen during emperor Constantine's rule of the holy roman empire. Emperor Constantine is perhaps made most famous by proclaiming the rome's national religion Christianity and being the first ever Christian roman emperor. He claimed his successes solely on protection from the Christian god. personally i view this transition from a polytheistic based religion to a monotheistic based system on the need and strategical move to unify and govern an expanding empire. Constantine viewed the Christian system perfect for governing and control, with the moral values and rewarding aspects of Christianity becoming popular amongst the privileged classes because it would offer them stability, security and also because it offered a sense of hope that you will survive your death amongst the under classed and slaves. the general idea is that if everyone believed in the same deity then progression as nation would flourish with few setbacks and religious problems. this very same template can be seen in a more modern setting during the uprising of Germany during pre WW2 with Hitler being the icon and his ideology the idealistic principle.
Another important principle of religion is its ability to fill in necessary gaps of existence, people say that it gives them a sense of purpose and meaning and that without god then life itself would be absurd and impossible. i personally believe that this comes directly from human nature needing to give answers to the unanswerable questions of life, its origins and where it is headed. along the time line of human existence one day we came out of instinctual life and suddenly into self realization, we became aware of ourselves and aware of the universe. these realizations were most likely very frightening and shocking amongst the proto-humans who were the first to experience an "enlightened" state of consciousness and this is where these proto humans developed the divine and other worldly forces that govern the physical world in an attempt to give explanation to their enlightenment and existence. (another theory but a bit of sidetracking, their is this theory called "the stoned monkey theory" that states that the catalyst that brought upon the evolution of human consciousness was psychedelic entheogens that we may have come across and eaten. this can be connected to the forbidden tree of knowledge that is depicted in the book of genesis of Judeo-Christian belief doctrines. what if the forbidden fruit of knowledge was actually a psychedelic substance that brought upon ultimate realization which then symbolized a fall in man. and he was forever banned from the garden of eden (ignorant bliss) and into the responsibility and burden of conscious existence.) basically what i am trying to say is that religion could have very likely been a by product of the evolutionary process of the human psyche.
now having said all of this i would like to address religion in todays modern society and whats currently happening amongst the religious community, where it seems to be heading. we are living in an age where information is easily accessible with the internet,we are also living in an society where it is harder for the governing body to take advantage of its populace. so the direct result of this is the threat of "terror" that is being conjured and fueled by the politicians and institutions that govern us. because it is becoming harder to keep the truth from the people the governing bodies are taking more drastic measures to keep their grip, so they instill fear amongst the populace that their exists a threat to their lives. their is no denial in my mind that the corporate system has taken full advantage within the law to fuel itself and to suppress human beings in its psychopathic pursuit for profit and power. let us not mistake ourselves though, i do not believe that the corporate system is inherently inclined to suppress humans, i believe that this is happening because the corporations power can go unchecked without suitable or adequate consequences to keep it from harming the environment and people. this is purely a human made problem that demands a human answer. now how does this all tie in with religion? well basically the corporate leaders and head of state realize the controlling benefits of religion. they realize that if properly assimilated, it has the power to blindly keep you insolent, arrogant and indoctrinated. the war in the middle east is viewed by some influential extremist Christian religious leaders in America as fulfilling manifest destiny, or a religious crusade of sorts. the same can be viewed on the other side of the spectrum, ultra religious islamic extremists view it as a religious war also, this cannot continue without serious consequence on human life in the future.
it is increasingly becoming hard to have an open mind these days without having a certain doctrine or ideology shoved down your neck, and this is where i suggest, recommend and support ultra free thinking, it is important for an individual to think for himself, because if an individual cannot care for himself, how does he expect to care for his fellow human being. tolerance and understanding is needed in order for successful and accurate progression. Humans have increased the gap between nature, i believe that it is necessary to embrace earth and all of its natural occurring because after all it supports our very existence whether we like it or not. this is where spirituality comes into place, spirituality cannot be compared to religion because they are two completely separate things, spirituality is completely up to the individual to seek out and it could be as simple as being alive and existing as a human being, it could be found through meditation or strenuous physical activity or it could be a spiritual experience through the ingesting of psychedelic substances. your spiritual experience i define as being something profound and out of the ordinary, an experience that defines who you are and what you are wanting to and will become. a trip if you will into the depths of what your mind is capable of, their is much untapped knowledge and wisdom in your subconscious, it is only up to you to seek out and unlock these secrets. Wisdom is in short supply these days and in order for humanity to get out of its self destructive spiral we are either in need of a good ass kicking or self realization. it seems though that we have crossed the threshold and some serious ass kicking is going to occur in the near future, it is unfortunate but i believe it is the nature of equilibrium. once we stray to far and get to extreme the pillars that hold us up are more vulnerable and easier to topple. this is entropy occurring within our society.
first and foremost i would like to address the topic of religion, what purposes it serves in a modern society, where we can use, embrace religion, and where religion needs to be secular and separate from other aspects of human life. the very core basis of religion i believe is the set of rules and morals brought upon by spiritual or psychedelic experience that is separate from this physical world but perhaps existing completely within the mind or completely and absolutely separate from this realm of existence. or perhaps religion is just a stepping stone in the evolutionary process of the human psyche, or it could even be a human by product of governing and control. ill asses all possible sides and see if we can make a median where logical reasoning can reside with both spectrum's of belief and non belief. history has repetitively shown us that religion has always been a branch of control and governing, for example the Spanish inquisition pretexted their explorations of the Americas on the basis of spreading the Christian faith even if it meant violent purging of the mesoamerican cultures, the indigenous peoples were viewed as heretics and savages, their ways of life inferior and their spiritual practices blasphemous. another excellent example can be seen during emperor Constantine's rule of the holy roman empire. Emperor Constantine is perhaps made most famous by proclaiming the rome's national religion Christianity and being the first ever Christian roman emperor. He claimed his successes solely on protection from the Christian god. personally i view this transition from a polytheistic based religion to a monotheistic based system on the need and strategical move to unify and govern an expanding empire. Constantine viewed the Christian system perfect for governing and control, with the moral values and rewarding aspects of Christianity becoming popular amongst the privileged classes because it would offer them stability, security and also because it offered a sense of hope that you will survive your death amongst the under classed and slaves. the general idea is that if everyone believed in the same deity then progression as nation would flourish with few setbacks and religious problems. this very same template can be seen in a more modern setting during the uprising of Germany during pre WW2 with Hitler being the icon and his ideology the idealistic principle.
Another important principle of religion is its ability to fill in necessary gaps of existence, people say that it gives them a sense of purpose and meaning and that without god then life itself would be absurd and impossible. i personally believe that this comes directly from human nature needing to give answers to the unanswerable questions of life, its origins and where it is headed. along the time line of human existence one day we came out of instinctual life and suddenly into self realization, we became aware of ourselves and aware of the universe. these realizations were most likely very frightening and shocking amongst the proto-humans who were the first to experience an "enlightened" state of consciousness and this is where these proto humans developed the divine and other worldly forces that govern the physical world in an attempt to give explanation to their enlightenment and existence. (another theory but a bit of sidetracking, their is this theory called "the stoned monkey theory" that states that the catalyst that brought upon the evolution of human consciousness was psychedelic entheogens that we may have come across and eaten. this can be connected to the forbidden tree of knowledge that is depicted in the book of genesis of Judeo-Christian belief doctrines. what if the forbidden fruit of knowledge was actually a psychedelic substance that brought upon ultimate realization which then symbolized a fall in man. and he was forever banned from the garden of eden (ignorant bliss) and into the responsibility and burden of conscious existence.) basically what i am trying to say is that religion could have very likely been a by product of the evolutionary process of the human psyche.
now having said all of this i would like to address religion in todays modern society and whats currently happening amongst the religious community, where it seems to be heading. we are living in an age where information is easily accessible with the internet,we are also living in an society where it is harder for the governing body to take advantage of its populace. so the direct result of this is the threat of "terror" that is being conjured and fueled by the politicians and institutions that govern us. because it is becoming harder to keep the truth from the people the governing bodies are taking more drastic measures to keep their grip, so they instill fear amongst the populace that their exists a threat to their lives. their is no denial in my mind that the corporate system has taken full advantage within the law to fuel itself and to suppress human beings in its psychopathic pursuit for profit and power. let us not mistake ourselves though, i do not believe that the corporate system is inherently inclined to suppress humans, i believe that this is happening because the corporations power can go unchecked without suitable or adequate consequences to keep it from harming the environment and people. this is purely a human made problem that demands a human answer. now how does this all tie in with religion? well basically the corporate leaders and head of state realize the controlling benefits of religion. they realize that if properly assimilated, it has the power to blindly keep you insolent, arrogant and indoctrinated. the war in the middle east is viewed by some influential extremist Christian religious leaders in America as fulfilling manifest destiny, or a religious crusade of sorts. the same can be viewed on the other side of the spectrum, ultra religious islamic extremists view it as a religious war also, this cannot continue without serious consequence on human life in the future.
it is increasingly becoming hard to have an open mind these days without having a certain doctrine or ideology shoved down your neck, and this is where i suggest, recommend and support ultra free thinking, it is important for an individual to think for himself, because if an individual cannot care for himself, how does he expect to care for his fellow human being. tolerance and understanding is needed in order for successful and accurate progression. Humans have increased the gap between nature, i believe that it is necessary to embrace earth and all of its natural occurring because after all it supports our very existence whether we like it or not. this is where spirituality comes into place, spirituality cannot be compared to religion because they are two completely separate things, spirituality is completely up to the individual to seek out and it could be as simple as being alive and existing as a human being, it could be found through meditation or strenuous physical activity or it could be a spiritual experience through the ingesting of psychedelic substances. your spiritual experience i define as being something profound and out of the ordinary, an experience that defines who you are and what you are wanting to and will become. a trip if you will into the depths of what your mind is capable of, their is much untapped knowledge and wisdom in your subconscious, it is only up to you to seek out and unlock these secrets. Wisdom is in short supply these days and in order for humanity to get out of its self destructive spiral we are either in need of a good ass kicking or self realization. it seems though that we have crossed the threshold and some serious ass kicking is going to occur in the near future, it is unfortunate but i believe it is the nature of equilibrium. once we stray to far and get to extreme the pillars that hold us up are more vulnerable and easier to topple. this is entropy occurring within our society.
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