2012 theory as it stands in my mind right now.
Subject to change as events continue to unfold.

There are a few things I would like to discuss before I get into the subject of 2012. I would first like to address the events leading up to present time first starting with the big bang itself. Out of pure nothingness, infinite opportunity, a massive violent cosmic explosion created the universe as we know it today as it continues to expand. The manifest world began its journey traveling at the speed of light making itself more complex as it was divided over time. From pure energy at the chaotic quantum level of existence arose matter that is known to us in relative existence. From matter arose the atom, the nuclei of all that is physical. This daring and courageous atom moved onto seeking other atoms to further evolve itself into molecules. From happy molecules our universe passed another threshold of evolution and manifested inanimate matter into complex organisms and life, self sustaining and perfectly efficient in every way. But there was a problem, the universe was unaware of itself and in order to evolve further it needed to break itself free from the primordial physical realm and create a mirror in order marvel at its wonderful growth and expansion. So complex organisms evolved into complex organisms with mind, and for the first time the universe was able to observe itself at an instinctual level. Now we are at a fulcrum, mind was on a linear track that was purely built for survival and it was limited only to that sphere of existence.

In order for the universe to break free from this narrow perception it needed to create a non linear mind, a mind capable of abstract thought a mind capable of irrational and rational thought, a mind that could reflect on the universe and could reflect on itself. It is still unclear the threshold point where mind evolved from instinctual perception to becoming self aware. Terrence McKenna offers us a really interesting theory in which primal man essentially came across psychedelic plants and once ingested, acted as a catalyst in evolving his though process making him more aware of reality. Entheogens acted as the key to the doors of perception. And you could imagine, primal man completely content with his ignorant view of reality, completely happy bludgeoning his prey with bones and practically raping his female counterparts violently in order to carry on the meme. But then all of a sudden he is overwhelmed with anxiety and fear because he becomes aware that his stomach hurts and he is vomiting profusely psilocybin mushrooms all over the god damn place. Adam has eaten the forbidden fruit and is now burdened with his heightened sense of reality. You could imagine the beautiful luminescence of self discovery overshadowed with fear and uncertainty at this very fundamental point in conscious evolution. So then the human was born as was the split from our original face of pure emptiness, thus the concept of duality was born. With our advanced brains we separated ourselves from nature, we developed complex abstract language systems, we developed mathematics, we invented god to help ease the pain of our alienation, and we invented mythology to help us understand natural phenomena, we killed mythology with the development of science and we brought about the age of empirical observation that has trumped any other possible worlds that may exist beyond our perception.

The universe was now fully aware of its materialistic self, fully aware of the mirror that perceives itself and is now becoming aware of the potentiality of this awareness. At present time the collective human consciousness has differentiated itself from the mythological gods we killed in the wake of science. So we shifted towards a more empirical view of the world, but now this empirical view of the world Is reaching its extremes and can no longer sustain itself. All one has to do is look at the current world political. Social and spiritual states and you can see that we are all suffering and are frightened. Perhaps it is time for another shift? A shift not backwards to our mythological gods, but perhaps a shift that transcends and includes both rational and irrational modes of thought, both science and spirituality? Perhaps it is finally time for the opposing forces of duality to make amends and come together to form a harmonious hunab ku to further continue this evolutionary process of consciousness?

I am still putting the pieces together, I am trying to assign the synchronicities I experience into some sort of chart or mapping so I may be able to anticipate future events. But then again overanalyzing them may kill its intrinsic value so I have to be careful not to over think. I don’t want to miss out on anything if I am to busy trying to make sense of it all. Luckily I have found someone who has the power to facilitate my own evolution of consciousness on a more personal level. Essentially being my opposite she coaxes me into leaving my comfort zones. Like every past epoch of human self transcendence an aspect of overcoming yourself and your rooted values and ideals must be overcome in order to expand and evolve. In a sense this cosmic shift that is occurring on every level of existence is manifesting itself in at a very personal level for me. Because it is so obvious and evident of what I must do, I am extremely grateful that the universe has provided me with this opportunity to think globally but act locally.

So now we are are at present time. The world looks like shit, all hope seems lost and we have all been struck with this apathetic mind fuck that is permeating all levels of societal structure. For example the hipster generation, love them or hate them they represent the epitome of perfected mirrored manifestation of a society and culture that has lost all creativity, lost compassion, lost morals and ethics that is drowning in a very very shallow pool of vanity. You know you are doomed when the youth of your society whose job it is to change the establishment are to busy styling their fau hawks and twiddling there self professed philosophical beards into oblivion. There is a SERIOUS problem there. The saying “before it gets better its only going to get worse” has never felt so absolute and appropriate for such times. The pretentiousness is seeping through the cracks and is oiling up the already slick floor making it difficult for any genuine soul to not fall on his ass. So whats going to happen during the events leading up to 2012 and thereafter? I do not know, but I do know that whatever does happen is going to be exactly how the universe intended it to happen. We can either go two ways it appears, we can evolve, transcend and include, or we can fail miserably. Either way I will equally satisfied wherever I may be. I am not one to believe in the second coming of Christ, or doomsday scenarios, aliens coming down from nibiru jacking up all of our gold, an automated shift in consciousness but at the same time I do not fully discard those possibilities. I foresee a practical outcome shrouded with mysticism, a spiritual shift both effecting the physical realm and the subtler realms of consciousness. Also you have to put in the effort and ride tune yourself into the changes and participate, don’t expect anything to come to you if you just sit on your ass. Think for yourself.