cold rice

As I inhale
You exhale
Silently a rhythm of our duals
Healing our shallow breaths
Mending a fundamental dissociation
A primal self inflicted wound.

My intuitive eye has found thy self
Fermenting in your fruitful chalice
Is this reflection eternal?
Boundless, unconditional, limitless?
If so, then let me acquire your right hand
For my left is outstretched and waiting

Freud defends me from love
Mechanistic response to veil a loss
A past that haunts prevails illusory
Even then, a clenched fist of rigor mortis
Repress and regress, repeat in defeat
i have no time for such trivialities

the tide washes my eyes
to catch a goats bleeding heart
the impression you made in sand
fades with every wave.

so i return with you
to the all encompassing vast expanse
in union of samsara and nirvana
embracing all, including all, transcending all