clean slate
ive collected all of the fond memories
discarded all of the bad, that were trivial in the first place.
no more heartache, no more games. no more frills and thrills.
i didnt have the foresight to adhere to this inevitable outcome, how could i have been so easily swayed? my vision cuts through the veil.
i realize that its all been rehashed and wrought upon by fear.
i hath not the strength to care anymore...but i obtain stubborn persistence
this is the last hurdle...loosen the grasp, nobody owes you shit.
my efforts lost whithin a void of futility.
my emotions toyed with like a toddlers playthings.

ashton your head was in the fucking clouds man. focus. no more distractions. realistic goals.