tainted seeds

inside my heart accumulates a ball of sludge manifest by the hatred that i have for you. it burdens me to carry these feelings of contempt for everything you mean to me. and it is truly unfortunate you cant even sum up the courage to face me and tell me the truth about what why you left the family. you represent everything i hate in this world. you are a coward and a liar. you have lost your chance with me for you can no longer fool me or control me, i am now free from your manipulations.