my nigga sol

SPRING!. FINALLY!!!!
the sun embraces my needy skin and instantaneously my spirits are lifted.
this is all it takes, is just the sun and its comforting blanket of rays. i feel like i am being hugged by all existense all at once. this is the one good thing about seasonal affective disorder, i may be absolutely abysmall during winter but my true colors can finally shine through with the assistence with a little bit of sunlight. it is so significant, and it plays a crucial role in my mood and overall attitude. this is one of the main reasons i need to get the fuck out of a place that has winter for 9 months, it isnt healthy for me whatsoever.

ahh yes, the brown skinned blues may finally dissipate with the snow, where all my brown folks at? ITS OK!!!! COME OUT!! ITS SAFE WHOOO!!!!!

oh gratuitous sun i prostrate myself to thee
your superfluous tendencies i am not worthy of
i give thanks to your selfless offerings
the light of lights
the king of kings
penetrate me with your crown of thorns
provide light for this crab scuttling in darkness
come july the month of fruition i am closest with yee
and we can greet whatever comes in our path with open arms and chechire grins.