seelich suizid, herz Scherbenhaufen

i traverse the circumference of this wheel of time and space.
significant cogs working whithin a system vast beyond contemplation
as above so below. cosmic process rippling throughout all planes
and the universe cannot be without my own significance
the universe cannott BE without that speck of dust.
because the entirety of all existence rests inside a droplet of fresh rain.
and yet it is empty.
as above so below, as above so below
my epic runs parralel that of the cosmos, parralel that of your story and it appears i am bound to this fate.
faded smiles and salted cheeks
i am full yet i am empty
i am spiralling out of control
losing my grip on these sediments the harder i squeeze.


and i release a long sigh of exhaustion
whos in a bunker?
women and children first of course.
stop right there, this room is dense with that familiar sickness
i had to leave and face this onslought of artillery

as above so below
i am empty yet so full

patriarchal reflection mirrored. i am choking.
i fear his sickness, i fear his demons for they dwell in me also
stubborn pride wields the dagger
stained with the blood of many loved now lost

nothing to pull me in, no elascticity left
where is Dr jekyll to Mr hyde


a thousand sighs
as above so below.